love is not a virus that infects us; its a choice.

as you know, my boyfriend is currently in indiana. and ive been going through a lot with family issues. my boyfriend hasnt been picking his cellphone up. i think i've called him a few too many times wishing he would talk to me, but hes so busy now. im still getting used to this. i miss him so much. but i do respect that he is in school too and has friends.
any ideas on how to be happy and enjoy the last of my summer? or just on how to get myself together?

thanks guys. i love you all =]

--jara

hey guys =] im back on mindsay. i missed it, and having a blog. its arond 12:40pm and im not tired, surprisingly. i havent really been doing much lately. i've been spending a lot of down time at home, relaxing untill school starts in 5 or 6 days. im not scared about school. its gonna be an awesome year and im going pretty amazingly right now. but a couple things have made my mood a little down, for example, my boyfriend is in Indiana. I'm in Massachusetts. He's in college at Earlham. now dont get the wrong idea. he might be older but hes not creepy or does bad things. my parents even love him. hes my first real love and my everything. the distance is just making our relationship stronger. but he doenst call me as much anymore, especially at night. he leaves his phone in his dorm while he hangs out wherever he hangs out. but i trust him.
well add me and comment =] i love you all!

-- jara