love is not a virus that infects us; its a choice.

as you know, my boyfriend is currently in indiana. and ive been going through a lot with family issues. my boyfriend hasnt been picking his cellphone up. i think i've called him a few too many times wishing he would talk to me, but hes so busy now. im still getting used to this. i miss him so much. but i do respect that he is in school too and has friends.
any ideas on how to be happy and enjoy the last of my summer? or just on how to get myself together?

thanks guys. i love you all =]

--jara